I've waited hours for this
  I've made myself so sick
  I wish I'd stayed asleep today
  I never thought that this day would end
  I never thought that tonight could ever be
  This close to me

  Just try to see in the dark
  Just try to make it work
  To feel the fear before you're here
  I make the shapes come much too close
  I pull my eyes out
  Hold my breath
  And wait until I shake

  But if I had your faith
  Then I could make it safe and clean
  If only I was sure
  That my head on the door was a dream

  I've waited hours for this
  I've made myself so sick
  I wish I'd stayed asleep today
  I never thought that this day would end
  I never thought that tonight could ever be
  This close to me

  But if I had your face
  I could make it safe and clean
  If only I was sure
  That my head on the door
  Was a dream